Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Make Me Something

Ive been sounding like such a depressed bore lately and really that isn't who I am. Contemplative yes... but not some self involved "oh poor me" person that has been inhabiting me. I think perhaps I have been coming across that way lately, especially to my housemates and other friends I have been talking to. I'm not like that nor do I ever want to be perceived as so.

Had a pretty disturbing conversation with John last night, I worry about him sometimes, his thoughts scare me and I'm not sure how they fit into my life. Meeting up in Bali shall be interesting, I think itll be really good for us.

Im not looking forward to the lead up to leaving for Bali as I will be working everyday, checkout extrodinare at woolies. I need all the shifts as I can get cause I dont have any spending money at the moment, it all needs to be earnt in the next 7 weeks. Ohhhh just shoot me now. But really whats 7 weeks in the 5 years Ive been a loyal woolworths employee. Yep just another chink in the chain.

Have I mentioned how much Im digging shakira lately?!

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